It's so hard to say goodbye..

I seriously need to think about what I want to do with my life...Medicine is just not it...Are we supposed to go through life this miserably? :(

In other news, my sister's married! Holy moly! I'm only 1 year younger! No thoughts, even, about getting married yet!

Shit really does happen..I was on call the other day. Was trying to get some sleep, when the nurse barged in and said:

"Doc, there's a patient outside, making a ruckus. He wants to go home"

Me: (groggily) Huh, huh? Which patient?

Nurse: The uncle we gave that bottle of fleet to. (Fleet induces pretty severe diarrhoea to clean out your bowels for a colonoscopy the coming morning...Yeap, nasty stuff)

Me: (still blur) Huh, huh? Which uncle?

Nurse: (Quite desperate by now): Doc, come and see for yourself.

Me: Right-o

I went out. Oh. That uncle. That uncle who seemed pretty normal that morning when i chatted with him. That uncle. Who is now shouting obscenities at my nurses, Literally pooped in the middle of the ward floor (to make his point about being upset over the fleet, I reckon). Walking around like a deranged lunatic. Demanding to go home. Yelling. Still stalking around my ward, dripping shit. Jebus. What the hell. He took his basket (yes, a basket) of clothes and said he's going home. Good night. (This was at 2 am in the morning). And he walked out of the ward.

Huhuhuh.

Jebus.

10. Medical school prepared you adequately for life as a doctor.....Yes[    ]...Hell No [    ]

Huh. Bollocks.